I went visiting a friend yesterday
and lost my way.
I drove for an hour
To a place merely half hour away,
Going round in circles
Getting no where.
I drove for an hour
To a place I barely remember,
Getting into
One way streets
Alleys and byways;
'Why can’t I find this place?’
As I drove endlessly
Through streets that held
a vague sense of remembrance
I felt a sense of Shame,
Of my incompetency
To navigate
Through the streets and alleys
In a land
I call Home;
The ghost of my childhood past
Came mocking me from
From the recesses of my memories
I felt the scorning stares
Of those who once held my esteem,
I heard the sneering voices in my head,
‘Why can’t you do this right?’
As the feeling intensified
to an unbearable pain inside,
Something snapped inside
Like a dry twig on a hot afternoon;
I took my first deep breath
and regained my clarity.
Why must I know where I’m going at every moment of the day?
Why can’t I discover the journey and the destination?
Why can’t my way be this way?
One hour and twenty minutes later;
I sit with my good friend
With a smile and a story
Over a cup of warm lemon tea
And chat of life.
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